Finally, boyfriend has headed back to work from his almost 2 weeks vacation. Unbelievable.... incredable.... omg I'm ALONE. (well the cats are here, but blessed PEACE.)

Ok enough alone partying... too bad I slept half the day away.

with friends I have created a members only critique site! Just a few of getting together ripping apart our stories. I'm hoping it don't get too brutal, but It May Be Needed!!!!!!!

I love my fanfiction, I love the stories, my characters, my ships and my lovely plot lines. I have poured alot of myself into them, vainly disguising them with others' names.

The past six months my life has I hope changed for the better. I'm WRITING again, my childhood dream. It may only be fanfiction to others, but to me it's getting back into a age old desire...

I'm no longer as obsessed about EVERQUEST as I was. I am still obsessively using my poor abused computer, but I am in sincere hope that writing is a better use of it. I still play the game, the boyfriend still drags me off to Norrath when I am needed by him. (But he plays his own healer-type, a shaman-- he doesn't need me for much.)

He spent close to 2 weeks doing nothing but play his monk and shaman ingame. The VERY freaking thing he yells at me for. No housework done, stole my socks and t-shirts cause he was too lazy to do any laundry. I was still working that week, his excuse? I'm on VACATION. Men I swear....

So, today is ME day... with HPFF submissions closed I need to get all those stray stories written, all those lovely chapters finish... and maybe write some more. Look out HPFF, incoming barrage of stories on Jan 7th, 2007. (okay maybe not, I did finish one chapter at least!! Go me.)

New year of stories and plots and all that jazz coming. YAY!!

~~juls

So this is Christmas? Lol...
What Christmas means to me....
It's not the presents, not the cookies, not the tree, nor the snow. Christmas to me is the people who live in my life. The boyfriend (the orginal Grinch) my family-- parents, son, brother and grandma, my friends at the variety of fanfic boards, friends from the game EverQuest and all the people who have walked through my life most time inriching it.

I remember the Christmases as a child, runnin for the wrapped packages, shouting in glee as each item was revealed. I remember the family dinners filled with food, laughter and of course the love. I remember helping prepare the fruit salad and the stuffing and making the cookies..

I miss the family part of Christmas badly.

Merry Christmas to all... ~~juls

So, I forgot to mention a few things that have been happening lately~~

I won a pen and pencil set from HPFF.

My story, In The End, won a contest on PFF.

Yes... I was excited. =)

Well, my dears~~

I have discovered something, think the boy was jealous. I have done my best to pay attention to him while he has been on vacation. Its worked wonders rofl.
Been a long week though, my stories scream for me. He goes back to work Monday. Its been a long week. Rofl.

I have posted 2 chapters of the dramione, called Circle of Love, on PFF. Should start posting them on HPFF next week. Still have Draco's summers to write also. So, I'll be very busy.
huggles till tomorrow.
~~juls

Started my Dramione and it seems to be going well... (HUSH ANNE u have Drarry!!!)
Teaser:
“Ferret??” she looked around, still dazed from the spells she had been attacked with. “Okay. Malfoy, spill it, where are we?” Hermione searched her pockets for her wand and then searched around on the ground for it. “What have you done with my wand!?!?” she screamed at him.

“First, mudblood, I have no clue where we are. I know its a druid ring, but I don't think we are in England anymore. Second, I have no clue where your wand is. I'm guessing Goyle's pocket after he spelled you conscienceless.” Draco sneered and stood up, brushing the dirt and leaves from his pants.

“Here, drink this, Professor Snape said it would help after you woke up.” He pulled a small vial from his pocket and extended it to Hermione. She slapped at his hand, and Draco watched it fall mercifully to the soft mound of grass unbroken. “Its pepper up potion, you twit.” Malfoy picked the bottle up and tucked it back into his pocket. “Your loss, mudblood.” and Draco snickered at her expression.

“Cat got your tongue, Granger?” Draco smirked. This may be more fun than Snape planned. and his smirk widened.

Hopefully I can keep away from the cliches.... (Ok Ferret and mudblood-- love words, right?)

I'm back... like a penny that never gets picked up.
My new fic has me in squee heaven, 95 reads in 24 hrs and 5 reviews. The reviews also made feel better at writing. I have some hope of my future fics rofl... ok i'm a git so ignore me.
I was just getting real discouraged over Mourning's Wake, it only has 35 reads and 1 review. My best fic and no one seems to lke it rofl. Guess its that Mature tag. But Death Eater's Pensieve only has 5 reviews and 44 reads. I guess I should just please myself and not worry, but I'm vain and want others to like them also.

Credit for the above pic to Nicalyse of SAYS

Well I am for the most part out of period induced mania for this month. I hate the depression, cramps etc that comes with this curse. Not to mention the 8 days of it. I'm 42 why can't it just STOP now??

Found some real intersting adult HPFF. (nuff said, hahah)

Well, after kicking writer's block in the butt, I've slowly started writing chapter 2 of 16th Summer. Snape's kinda moved poor Draco out of the picture for this chapter, and I hear Draco screaming in the backround.

I tried writing a Harry/Hermione story. I threw it out cause it made me sick rofl. Didn't help I already felt that way. /le sigh.

Today I learned a goodfriend lost her baby and that Steve Irwin died. Not a very good day.

Well I have totally amazed a non-snape fan with my fic "Mourning's Wake" a big netspeak squee from me.
I am ridiculously obsessed with Severus Snape. I don't see him as a greasy-haired git but as a tragically misunderstood hero.


How is that for obsessed? Thanks to jessirose and ducktheduck for making them for me.

So, I am here in all my computer illiterate glory. Really, I only act as if I know what I am doing here..

Anyhow, I'm a fanfic writer...
You ask in shock, why?
To be creative I answer so unhelpfully.